Before I tell you what I like, I might as well give you some info on who I really am, though you can't REALLY understand who I am and what I'm like until you meet me face-to-face, but that costs extra
I'm a Caucasian chick, Virgo, average height and weight for my age. I am diagnosed with ADD/ADHD and Asperger's, or at least "educational autism"...Don't worry, I have one or the other for real, because how else can you explain my horrible childhood concerning older kids chasing me on their bikes? O__O And YES I AM diagnosed. I've been to doctors and counselors since 4th grade, been in a special education program since 3rd grade, and have been at "evaluation meetings" for my "label" at school since 7th grade. So don't say I just read about it and said "Hey, that's me!" ...
This has caused me a lot of confusion, tears, depression, suicidal thoughts, homicidal thoughts, and general nihilism, so don't tell me I don't know what I'm talking about.
I am blunt, frank, open, and honest about my ideas and what I believe is the truth, as well as impartial to the point of appearing to work for both sides or..aah, on-the-fence. I call out on hypocrisy. I am not afraid to get physical with people, though in reality I am a wuss when it comes to pain, for I am hypersensitive to bright lights as well as my hair, which I go to great lengths to avoid anyone touching except a hairstylist or myself.
I am an avid fan of the anime/manga Naruto, as well as other various anime and manga. My most favorite character in the whole wide world is Deidara
Regarding sexual preference... I may find myself sexually attracted to both sexes (moreso men than women. The woman has to be pretty or beautiful or pleasing to the eye..a good personality doesn't hurt), but that does not mean I'll ACT on those feelings anytime soon. Too much work for me to maintain a relationship with one person. I can barely maintain myself!
I am still trying to figure myself out. Though I've come a long way from being a short, stout, bangs-in-my-face, growling-squealing-wailing 3rd grader who screamed, kicked, punched, tackled, bit, and did God knows what else when upset or angry. I still get physical with people, but I've walked away from many battles.
I'm a little detached at times, I've combated SERIOUS depression, feelings of self-hate, bullies, my own insecurities and general distrust of people as well as trying to come to terms with the fact that I am not like other people: I CAN'T seem to connect like everyone else, and that coupled with butting heads with other classmates made me have a major meltdown 8th grade and freshman year. I am only just opening up to DeviantArt, probably one of the enablers of my self-hatred and low self esteem, but I WANT to be good at something I like to do. Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing something because I truly love to do it or if I'm just tilling away so that one day I can be considered one of the "greats" in that particular field...
Also, if I offend anyone, I'm sorry, I don't really mean to on purpose. The internet is a very shaky place to maneuver around in; I'm sure many things would be cleared up if we had 24/7 face cams (NO NUDITY) that we could use to communicate with each other. That way we wouldn't have misunderstandings via text or written word. Words carry no emotion or tones, so many hidden "cues" are lost...
But yeah.. let's get onto what I love and hate
Contemporary Hard Rock, Grunge, Gregorian chanting, K-Pop, 70s classics, African spirituals, and French Quebecois rowing songs
Surfing the web
Being right! (When I AM right; not saying I'm right all the time)
Order and structure
Relaxing in quiet places
Astrology/Zodiac (I'm a Virgo)
Learning new things
Compliments...(I feel human when receiving compliments..especially from an esteemed artist or teacher...otherwise they go over my head and I don't really believe it when "regular people" tell me I'm good.. meh)
Racism and prejudice
Rap and hip-hop
Exposure to the sun
Being out of the loop
Saying sorry for things I'm NOT sorry for
Large groups of people
Sex cults (THEY'RE OUT THERE! TRUST ME!)
Trolls and immature people on the internet (yeah they're there, but seriously, I really pray they all get AIDS..)
Teenagers who only JUST REALIZE that... GASP!!! .. there are serious
issues out there! And they don't involve the mall, or dates, or their home town, or homecoming! (FLIPPING SERIOUSLY. It took you a fucking HISTORY CLASS to realize millions of men, women, and children are being sold for sex or labor all over the world? Get a fucking clue, you assnozzle)
Lots and lots of leg hair and arm hair, as well as eyebrows that are too close together.. I'm sorry, it just makes me wanna take a razor and shave you! I'll do it! I would totally do it! Just buy some razors and I'll gladly shave you! God what am I saying?!
Just to be clear, I don't belong to any party, though my family is considered to be Democrat. Republicans were okay I guess in the past, but now it's just downright embarrassing and backwards the way they're tromping around nowadays...
Yeah...I would like to say to anyone who my work or me that I really, really appreciate your support. I sometimes think that you who do those things are the only ones who understand me.
~Aww, sappy moment.
I LOVE LLAMAS! I will fave, llama, and possibly watch.
I don't really comment on work unless it's super striking, something from a fandom that makes me want to scream "YES!!!
", or super funny...because what CAN I say? Really? Especially ones with 1000 comments. What can I say that hasn't already been said?
I know llamas look like a hassle, but I've found a small joy in giving them to lots of people. I like receiving them, that makes me happy, but giving llamas for no reason is just as fun
So yeah, this chick is a ninja-llama-faver
I NEED SOMEWHERE TO PUT MY FAVORITE ICONS AND SHIT!! Shameless Fandoms and Fave Stamps
Current Residence: Wisconsin
Favourite genre of music: Current hard rock, grunge, K-Pop
Favourite style of art: Any kind, as long as it's done well
Operating System: Dell
MP3 player of choice: Don't care...
Wallpaper of choice: Anime!
Favourite cartoon character: Deidara, Sasori, Envy, Greed, Drocell
Personal Quote: Newts!